Hi there,

     I haven't posted here for a while. That's good in a way, because I haven't been as miserable as usual. Of course, I wish Stephen was here, but it hasn't been the only thing I can think of lately. It's been almost 9 months now since he's been gone. I guess I'm getting over the initial shock.

     I've been reading my Sylvia Browne book, and that helps too. She makes the dead seem so 'still around', you know what I mean? I feel like Stephen's the lucky one and he's always with me. That's a relief and it makes me feel better.

     According to Sylvia, a proven physic, our stay on earth is just the blink of an eye. We plan everything, including our death, before we're even born. Our short trip to earth is just to learn a few spiritual lessons and then we go back HOME. And we're all back together in the blink of an eye. Her book is called 'Sylvia Browne Phenomenon'.

Please don't think I'm crazy or weird. It's just that I've seen her in action and she sure seems to know alot of things that are impossible to know. She has helped police solve crimes. She's proven that she's for real.

Anyway, it's helping, that's the main thing.